/ Friday, November 06, 2009
i cut my hair again... its getting shorter n shorter... this time is really shorter... it din go pass my boobs. but my bad bad ends are all gone this time... like 98%?? haha... i felt its very short but maybe because its a lil thinned out... but my thick hair will grow back super fast... lol... my hair grows really fast i dunno y... goin back to touch up my roots next month hehe den jan i am goin to add some highlights, ready for cny!!
goin to the doc nxt mon... its a never ending trip... suggested to doc to give me a skin lightening cream which is quite potent... but i think she is not very willing... well i uds as docs wants the best n safest treatments for their patients... so its ok... sometimes i am quite tempted to change doc, but after being with her for so long... n its nt easy to find a nice doc, so i stick with her
yest i went jb with bebe hehe... we ate super alot i bought secret recipe's cheesecakes bac for my family... today is my mum's birthday! im so amazed she doesnt look her age. relieved to know that... haha
basically we just walked around and the main thing is to eat...as usual nth interesting... malaysian customs is so nice now, i like, i feel safe there. anyway there is sth v ironic... they have this courtesy thing at the counter where the officers are encouraged to smile, greet, serve blah blah say thank u... but none of the officers do that... im like thinking is like slapping your own face la... its horrible, they take ur passport but dun even look at u... i even told wilbur, im nt ugly y dun even wanna look at me. LOL. i forced myself to say thank u somemore. zzz. and when i smile, i smile to the top of their head. u know, i dun wan to see if u have washed your hair today
ya like wads new, isnt it typical of them
anyway i haven do up my bday planning?? will i be too lazy to even plan my own?? hahaha ok gotta go prepare, meeting rina later!
/Hopped!
11:38 AM
/ Monday, November 02, 2009
but the clothes r scary... i mean the range, because almost every shop is selling the same stuff, so blogshoppy! i dun dare to buy clothes from there. i saw a few dresses which are so unique but i thought they looked somehow 'online' true enough, i went to some blogshops n saw the same... haiyo. can u imagine if u wear sth n 1 look ppl know u bought it from where n where... zzz
went after svc with bj n wbr, they so cute! bj is like my buddy!!! n i see them gay together it looks so funny!!! HAHA
/Hopped!
8:07 PM
/ Thursday, October 29, 2009
just called my prospective employer *hopefully* and 1 of the prerequisite is 'good-looking'
actually i dunno what to say...
im worried if my not so perfect complexion will be a hindrance thats all. though it is improving
looking sharp is tiring
/Hopped!
6:34 PM
/ Saturday, October 03, 2009
i thought i could carry lanterns with him :(
finally children's day is over... i need to take on my responsibilities also le... im a lil fearful but i learnt alot... dat sometimes is just that 1 step to take... actually is not that scary after all... :)
i gotta accept that i have weaknesses... and i cannot be 100% perfect, n that is why i need God more... 1 day after i sent these 2 lil kids to their mum... i went for my 1st meal of e day at 5+... den suddenly God spoke... He said it is only when you know you have nothing... then u have nothing to lose at all... u have no fear of stepping out, but in every sense u gain... u dun fear how ppl look at u, etc. yes indeed we have nothing, because all is given by the Father, which one of us created and earned our own natural gifts and talents? NO ONE. so dun be proud. and u nv know, 1 day it will be taken away from you. not by God but by your own doing...
anyway i sent e 2 kids home... i felt like a mother... ok e boy keep calling me mummy in the train, which i told him not to but he didnt stop... yes i wish i cld have a lil boy as cute as him... i was feeling a lil paiseh... haha but secretly, i wished i was a young mum... i was holding 1 in each hand... haha
today, i wiped another girl's butt... lol they like to poo poo and just at the right time i was there and i had to bring them... OMG haha... ok preparing for future motherhood... LOL... had to handle 2 crying kids, but luckily after some coaxing they calm down and went in for the service, n had fun! i am very happy and thank God... patience pays off...! everytime i see the kids worship God i feel so happy... u can see like some of them, usually they cant sit still 1 la... den worship they close eyes and sing with all their heart... God is real in their lives, and they know it.
im so tired, i need to sleep...
/Hopped!
10:42 PM
/ Wednesday, September 30, 2009
now i am looking back at my old dreams, they are surfacing once again... but 1 thing i know, i am ready to take them on... in the past, my motives were not right, my character needs moulding... now i do uds, y i had to go thru this period...
/Hopped!
12:01 PM
/ Thursday, September 24, 2009
/Hopped!
11:02 AM
/ Monday, September 21, 2009
i destressed with ice cream and spicy ramen with bf hehe
oh i love love baileys... y m i talking abt food all the time LOL. i love dublin mudslide!!!
i love sambal fried rice!!! i love milk!
i play psp rockband lol so lousy... i wan to play para, i am at this point of my life i am doing all the new stuff i nv did when i was younger... hehe... n i feel young :)
i seem to be talking nonsense... lol dun mind me
/Hopped!
8:41 PM