So... what's the rush? Firstly, I had the desire to be a mother since I was really young, like when I was in Secondary School! I would look at all the pregnant ladies and smile to myself. They look so blissful!!! What a blessing it was for them to carry a child inside them!
W and I had been dating for really long, since I was 16. We felt ready to move on from 2 to 3 :) Transitioning from dating to married life was not drastic as we knew each other practically inside out.
I wanted to have all my kids before I turn 30. That's my aim. Further education, career, money, can wait but my body cannot. Furthermore, I have been hearing from others that children don't come by so easily. Though I have to be honest, financially it will be a little tight for us but I also believe in a God who provides. When He gives us the desire, He makes sure to provide for it as well!
So after 3 months and 4 cycles later, God blessed us with a child!
I had to admit, though it wasn't a long time compared to others, I could still understand how it feels every time my period arrived. It was quite upsetting and I remembered crying once. It was on the last cycle that I just told myself: Whatever! I can't force it to happen, it had to be God's timing.
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